So today is Day 11 and also I spent the weekend digging into my personality traits.

I am definitely Number 3, Steadiness (Amiable)-Golden Retriever/Dove.  I am especially this when it comes to avoiding conflict which I usually do at all costs.  I am also a follower in many respects, as well as a leader in others.  I follow mostly what I see people do, who I'm around a lot, however, if the situation becomes wrong, or I get an opportunity to pick, I am happy to decide for everyone.  I feel a strong sense of responsibility yet as I have been saying earlier, I am really indecisive and kind of a perfectionist.  So, I'm kind of a paradox.

As far as skills and abilities I tried to think of the ones that gave me pleasure when being used and I thought of playing music, languages (French), and learning. 

I am still thinking about my values, dreams and passions, and also I am praying for healing from subtle control to obscure or confuse my direction.  I feel this has happened to me in the past in school and I have tried to blend in and be more like everyone else.  Also I have had a lot of experiences that were hard to relate to, but really everyone has had experiences like that or felt like that at some point so, it's not an excuse.

I'll be sure to ask my friends how they see me through their eyes.  My employers have been clear that I am a good worker, someone who handles herself well in stressful situations, responsible, and smart.  It should be really insightful to see what my friends say they see me as or even my parents.  I need to think of people more as unique, and break the old cookie cutter, perfectionistic mindset.

I hope you guys are having a good Monday!  Is there anything I could help you with, or talk about more?